We thought we knew what real happiness was
We thought boys had the cooties and love is beautiful and perfect
Just recently, I don't remember how to feel anymore....
Those words that once left my lips and pierced the ears of past lovers...
What do they mean now?
Why do we care about things we cannot change?
The same reason reason we care about people who cannot
Why don't they see what I see?
Do they see what I see?
Are they taught not to react?
When I blink, who watches me?
Troubled minds...
Wandering souls...
An uncertain future that has me jaded
What did emotion mean when we were kids?
When we received our first kiss...what did we feel..
I'm lost...
In a world of people who don't believe in me because I believe in you
What is faith if you have no restraint?
What is this?
What is this ghost I wake up to everyday...
My thoughts are not my own....
I'm begging for them back....
How can I touch so many lives and still not pierce your heart?
Am I not supposed to be feeling this way?
I wish it were you running your fingers through my hair and not me
Why can't I trust what will happen next?
Why am I so scared of what I can't see?
Can you feel it?
Can you sense the air has changed?
What is to become of the girl with an angry past and an unwilling future?
I just want to wake up and make everything be normal...
Can that happen?
Will God let it?
What is...normal?
Doesn't anybody recognize the girl I used to be?
Is she still here?
Why can't she learn to let go?
Why can't she still see the Disneyland sign out of the passenger window, in her car seat?
Why isn't she smiling?
Where did everyone around her go?
What will happen to the girl who used to dream?
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