How are we supppsed to appreciate the angst?
What's worse are the words not spoken from folks just passing by
Who observe, but don't deserve your time
And in a while..
Not now, you'll see why...
Cause there were countless times you cried
Or the moments in bed alone you lied
Pitiful how we lie..
Wake up, say we try
Let the day just pass us by
But was it you?
Who was really by your side?
When it's 4am
The middle of the night
You can't sleep...the dreams get too deep..
And you imagine the reality of being awake when you're asleep
You have no one to call..,
And the ones you do think you're a creep
But don't fret
Cause you'll be foolish to forget...
Fantasizing and nightmarism is as real as it gets
But times get lonely..
Yes they do...
Yesterday, you were not the same you
Stop thinking when there's nothing to do...
People like them need you...
To need them too
But you're better than that boo
You have no choice but to accept who you are now
Cause there's no turning back now
Be the bigger person, just back down
It wasn't the ones that left..
It was the ones who were around
Weed will only enhance it
Those other dudes had their chances
No more time to live with this many advances
I promise they envy you...
Some things I wish you really knew
I'd say it to the old you
So you wouldn't have to go through
All the shit that you do
You recover so nicely then relapse
Call it getting happy
Coulda been got that back
You needed the conversations perhaps...
But the past has so many mishaps
I'm wondering if you'll ever fully get back..
Your circle is poison so get out fast
The people you fucking with now just want some ass
When you listen to the shit you think...
It don't make sense so you laugh...
How you gone take anything serious if your thoughts are so bad?
But where is your mom? What happened to your dad?
Naw, forget about that...we ain't kids no more
Can't look back....
Cause who you are now is getting sidetracked...
And you were then, you can't get back
The you 'you' are now....
Deserves better than that...
And anyone in your past...forget all that...
The past....can't get that back
