I Want This

They Lied To You

Where am I?

feels like I'm stranded...

On an island of time that's not my own..

Some place far..

I wanna go home...

And if you're coming in my life and can't treat me right...

Then leave me alone...

I hate that when I blink I think of you..

Or all those things we used to do...

You didn't do this for me..

You did this for you...

Wait for me while I find myself..

I've been so lost in you...

I feel empty..blue..

And no one notices me....

not even you...

so me + her + you = 2?

Coulda sworn it was more...

Did some shit I thought I'd never do..

Playin it off smooth like you got betta things to do..

if you're getting what you want...cool

if she's giving you what you need..cool

But if you feel like we were never "WE"..

Then tell me who..

Got these women feenin off the scent of you..

Touchin' their skin in ways they thought they'd never do..

There's some shit I wish I never knew..

about you...

Keep your feelings bottled up..

Keep not giving a fuck..

I'm sure you're dismay in the future is full of luck..

When you look into my eyes..

What do you see..

Not the pain from my past or what you caused me..

do they know I have a seed in my belly...

Or that the guy who ditches my thoughts is clingy..

But not to me...

To variety...

If that doesn't make you sick...

You should smell his dick..

I'ts probably full of chicks with cherry balm lips..

He can front to you but I know better..

probably thinking, "wish I never met her"

I'm not here to impress you..

I have better things to do..

Watch my lips move...

Cause I like it better when they touched you..

Or the feelings you expressed.....that I thought was all you

Funny how your dick does more talking than you..

Better keep an eye on your gold boy..

Someone else is watching the same thing you're forgetting..

And this smile on my face...

Feels completely outta place...

Cause you were never  supposed to be replaced..

But I guess it's true what they say..

You don't need them if they have nothing to say..

Or can go without calling you all day..

The beauty in this is that I see so much of myself in you..

You're lost and confused..

And even if you had me...

You wouldn't know what to do...

Bet your crew would feel me more than you..

You're just young..

It's cool..

It's me not you..

Here's to the better things in life...

Here's to me..

Here's to you...